Log in

Craig Manning's Journal [entries|friends|calendar]
Craig Manning

[ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ]
[ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[20 Jul 2004|08:25am]
Wow, I'm up WAY too early. Joey and Ang aren't even up yet. I can't fall back to sleep either. Whens the last time I woke up before Ang... Wow, never. There's nothing to do this early, I'd call the band but they'd probably all kill me. I think I'll go have some breakfast.
10 said What I know is that I suck

[19 Jul 2004|01:58pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Lyrics to another song I wrote:

I know you've had enough
But you can't run away just because times are tough
Running away won't make the pain go away
Running will cause more pain
Everyone here will miss you
You may not believe that but it's true
How can you run from your friends
The ones who've been there through thick and thin
Running away won't change the past
I'm sorry for everything I put you through
I wish I could take it all back
But wishing can't take away the pain
Trust me, I know
I've been through as much as you this year
Maybe it's not the same
But I've been through hell and back
I'm sure you've been there too
And I'm sorry
I'm sorry

Tell me what you think...

9 said What I know is that I suck

Song [19 Jul 2004|10:03am]
[ mood | crappy ]

Ok I sorta thought of some lyrics but I'm not sure if the band'll like 'em. Here they are, I guess you'll just have to tell me what you think.

You would have been everything
But I let her take that away
I'll never get to see your face
Until the day I leave this place
It wasn't my choice
There was nothing I could do
I should have tried harder
To fight for you
I know she regrets the decision she made
I can see it when I see her face
Isn't it easy to kill someone without a voice
There was no cry to make them stop
This child had no choice
I'll never get to hold you
The pain runs deep inside my veins
But I'd take more pain
Just to get you back

((I took that outa my own head so it REALLY sucks))

7 said What I know is that I suck

[18 Jul 2004|06:04pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

Today I wondered around Toronto and took random pictures. I saw Manny and walked the other way. I hope she didn't see me. I'll never forgive her for having an abortion. I almost had a family. How could she do this to me? How was she allowed to do this at all... without my permission. Isn't it my child as much as it is hers. I guess that doesn't matter now.. it's dead. It's not like I raped her or anything. Then I could understand. But she said it was ok.
I can't think about this anymore. I'm gonna go try to write some lyrics again. Or go take pics of Ang.

What I know is that I suck

[17 Jul 2004|09:56pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Today, was another day wasted. I locked myself in my room all day to try to think of some lyrics. Maybe I'm not suppose to be a writer.

When I finally came out, Joey told me Manny called. Hmmm.... wonder what she wants. I'm glad Joey didn't tell me she called. I really don't fancy talking to her any time soon. Or ever.

I suppose I'll go to bed, Goodnight.

What I know is that I suck

[17 Jul 2004|01:13pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Sleeping hasn't helped me think of lyrics. I've got writers block. I think we're going to record "What I Think" I'll post the lyrics and you guys can tell me what you think.

I don't know if you'll forgive me
For being so blind to how you felt
Don't ask me why I couldn't see it
That'd take me years to figure out
And thats not something I know much about
But there's only one way to find out Yeah
What I know is that it hurts you oh
What I know is that I suck and
What I know is that I'm sorry
What I know is that I'm a loser yeah
And What I know is I screwed up
And then I never earned you're trust
And What I know is that everything I touch just turns to dust

Well... I'm gonna get back to trying to think of some more lyrics. Maybe I should try Marcos method again.... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

What I know is that I suck

[16 Jul 2004|11:22pm]
[ mood | tired ]

Another day wasted... I'm going to bed. Hopefully it'll make me think of some good lyrics for our studio time we won in that contest against Ash's band. (She's always going to hate me isn't she?) Well, Goodnight.

1 said What I know is that I suck

[16 Jul 2004|08:49pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I've decided to start a journal. What with all the events that happen in my life, this way I'll always remember and I can inform all of you! =) As for today nothing's really happened so far besides being ignored by all girls as usual. That's pretty much all I have to say at the moment.

What I know is that I suck

[ viewing | most recent entries ]